So, today is the Fourth of July, aka Independence Day :) This whole weekend was pretty good for once. It started with a trip to the movie theatre to see Eclipse XD It was such a good movie. I was very happy with the way they stayed very close to the book. Allison, my cousins, and I all sat in a row and ate a ton of movie theatre popcorn.(It had been way too long since the last time I had that) Then, I went over to Allison's house. I hadn't seen her in Forever, so it was really nice catching up. She still is in love with the same person... I cannot, however, reveal who that person is on here just for sake of who may read it... While I was over there I decided to bring up some of the problems I was having with Stephen. She told me that I should tell him about what was bothering me because it wasn't good to hold that sort of thing in. So, I I talked to Stephen about it. It made me really sad because of the fact that it made him feel bad. I mean, he should feel bad in a way... I dont know how to describe what i mean... Anyways, I told him and he told me that he swears to make it up to me in whatever way possible and I ended up feeling really good about the entire situation afterwords :) (Thanks Al for the advice)
Today we went over to my aunt and uncle's house for a 4th of July party... I had to be sort of careful of what I ate of course, but it was a Lot of fun... Since it was a holiday, I wasn't able to talk to my 2 favorite guys very much because we were all sort of busy, but I guess I will live even though I miss them both like crazy at the moment... (BTW, Ross won't text me back :( ) the only downside is that Curtis just got some sparkler fire in my hair and it burned my scalp a little bit D:
Tomorrow we are supposed to be going to Murphy's XDXD Murphy's is amazing, in case you haven't been there. It's an old little town about an hour away and we always go to a river over there. It is soooo Beautiful. The temperature is always perfect and if you get a little overheated, you can always get in the ice cold water. I like it because we always have a picnic and swim and then we walk through the town... this is one of those places that we have a lot of traditions in. As we are walking there is a little candy shop and it smells sooo good in there. It smells like what a little kid would want the whole world to smell like. I also like it because it isn't just an ordinary candy store, there is just something about it that is really special. The one other place that we always stop at is the rock/antique shop. Everybody gets to pick out one quarterish sized rock to buy. We have a pretty box here where we keep all of them.
I feel really lovey right now. I wish I had somebody to cuddle with and watch a movie. One of the words that I use to describe myself is "insatiable." I can't seem to get enough of so many things. I can't get enough of Stephen. I can't get enough of Ross. I don't know why I Always miss them. I feel like I constantly need to be talking to them, just to make sure they are still there. I feel like I'm going to lose them if I let them go... Of course, they probably think it is really annoying, they just probably don't know why I am doing it.
One of the things I LOVE the most in this world, that makes me happy, is waking up to texts from them. Especially ones that are more than just "Hey" or "Good Morning." they make me wake up with a smile on my face and who can say no to that? Waking up with a smile on your face, ultimately, makes your whole day a little brighter. Bryce is actually the one that taught me that. He would say, "Smile when you wake up in the morning for me. It will make you feel better about yourself, and there will be less of a negative attitude." of course he also said, "It is also just really beautiful when you smile." But I don't really feel like getting into that right now. So, if you are reading this right now... Smile tomorrow when you wake up for me and see how it makes you feel.
I shoudl probably get to sleep now considering the big day I have ahead of me and the fact that I told my parents that I would be off in less than thirty minutes. I have my wishes and I have my dreams for tomorrow... Let's just pray they come true... Goodnight Everybody!
Don't forget to smile,
Sarah
P.S. Ross still hasn't texted me back D:
P.P.S. Me and Allison started writing a blog together. If you want to read it, you can find it at sarbearandallicat.blogspot.com :)
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