Sunday, July 4, 2010

This Is From A Few Days Ago... Forgot To Post It

My sister is sitting next to me watching iCarly... Yay! That was sarcasm in case you couldn't tell. I am really fricken irritated right now and she is just doing everything she can to piss me off. How nice of her. I can't be anywhere in this house without somebody bothering me and it is ridiculous. You know I always told my parents that I wouldn't leave here for college. At this point i am greatly considering walking out that door right now. But, given the fact that I have exactly 17 dollars, I'm only 17, And I have nowhere to go, I guess I am kind of screwed for now.

I have been thinking about my morals lately. Everything that I have always believed in. I have noticed that a lot of the time I happen to find loopholes into my own beliefs in order to have what I want at the time. I have No self control. It is really a problem espcially since I have recently started to lose weight. But I mean there are things that I do and have done that I am really not proud of that I do even though I know I shouldn't. It's like buying something expensive on impulse. I just can't help myself. I really disappoint myself sometimes... interrupted....

No comments:

Post a Comment